So here it is,

another story of rambling, arguing and fighting with myself in my mind. I mean I just added all the Cds I bought this week and i have to say it scared me...it really fucking scared me because it is just too much...no offense I love music but the fear is creeping up my back that this is not a healthy thing anymore...

I mean it is like smoking or other stuff that is addictive...I just have this panic that one day i wake up and i am broke but still i have my Cds with me or so...wahhh...scary...

So long for now...

long live the quiet phobia!!!