So i was having this really huge big Mark Kozelek/Red House Painters/Sun Kill Moon phase that i was going through...and at some point i thought yay it is over.

I mean you never listen just to one artist all the time that is right but there are phases were one artist is just the big thing and all your other favourites kind of go unnoticed for sometime.

Well this time i thought that big Mark Kozelek phase is by but it is not. I mean not that i am miserable or so but i just enjoy these detailed musical combinations of happiness and suffering so much at the moment and i can not even explain why because as i said i am not miserable or sad, well everyone shoul have a surtain level of being sad so that they can appreciate the joyful things in life more while always having the worse times in your head. Not always thinking bout them but just keeping in mind that you could have it so much worse.

As for the phase i am having right now, i gotta say i do not feel that it effects my everyday life a lot but ppl keep telling me that i am more in a sad mood when i listen to Kozelek/RHP/Sun Kill Moon constantly, which i do not believe or should i believe it? I am really not sure anymore if i am really sad on a constant basis or if other ppl just wanna see me like that.