Ever had the feeling of being somewhere without a reason, telling a joke an no one is listening but at the sametime smelling the rain before it actually rains, waking up at 3 in the afternoon just to jump out of bed and get some coffee and climb right back in your bed...

Yesterday evening was just like that. It started pretty ok with people all around me, laughing and drinking. After that we went to someones party and I felt like being in a strange video with everyone moving so much quicker than myself.

It did not get better as we finally made our way to the so famed UniParty. I recall talking to people but all that i remember from their words is bla bla and a couple of "How are you" were thrown in my way. At first I figured well ok today is just like everyday but it came to me that life is to short and I feel small...too small i guess.

I tried to sleep...

with the words stuck in my head

"Nobody can save me
Nobody should save me
Nobody can say how it feels alone..."