As day number 3 is almost over it is time for a little recap.

So far I have done pretty well. No innocent people were harmed by me nor was the getting cold and hot at the same time any issue. I think I am moving along just fine, you know running away from the addiction. I mean it works for sometime, I guess it only has to work for a certain amount of time, as long as it takes to stand on my own again, without my thoughts being drawn away because of the thing itself. Addiction is a bitch no matter what addiction we are talking about.



At times I am not sure, if the way right now is the right way, I am wondering and so is my mind because i can totally understand people that were driven all their live by the pure addiction to something, and they gave everything just to die within that obsessed addiction.

As for me, I think you have to make up your own bright future, think it up, believe in it and you eventually get to live it...