Chasing Sleep...Finding Black Dots On The Wall
So today is or was strange
I was visiting my grandparents and after we had lunch i just had to take a nap. Just like 30 minutes long or so. After I woke up again i was feeling kind of confused. I mean I had a terrible dream bout ants and god knows why ants, i mean ants...really? But the confusion I had was because of the little dots i was seeing on the ceilling...dots that are not there for real.
But to get back to the point i was lying in front of the TV tonight and suddenly i recognized black dots on the wall. I know tha if there were real dots it would be fine but there are not. The only thing that is there is a huge big fucking red wall but the dots...they kind of freaked me out.
So i guess the solution could be a) eat more b) sleep more c) do both d) think less...
hmm another solution could be to die but that sounds painful so i rule it out.
I was visiting my grandparents and after we had lunch i just had to take a nap. Just like 30 minutes long or so. After I woke up again i was feeling kind of confused. I mean I had a terrible dream bout ants and god knows why ants, i mean ants...really? But the confusion I had was because of the little dots i was seeing on the ceilling...dots that are not there for real.
But to get back to the point i was lying in front of the TV tonight and suddenly i recognized black dots on the wall. I know tha if there were real dots it would be fine but there are not. The only thing that is there is a huge big fucking red wall but the dots...they kind of freaked me out.
So i guess the solution could be a) eat more b) sleep more c) do both d) think less...
hmm another solution could be to die but that sounds painful so i rule it out.
31. Aug, 01:03
but really doing something and making it work is another thing...
i am just not as good in doing stuff as i am in talking bout it i guess...
i got a job though, that is a start...