That is how it is, I am not sleeping anymore nor am I eating which is strange cuz it kind of is my favourite part time activity.

Seems to be something common that shows up in my bright nature more often than not latley cuz everytime shit gets fucked up i tend to fuck up my life in every aspect, life in general, eating, working or sleeping and the list goes on and on...

So it is now past 1 in the morning, i got university tomorrow which is fucked up cuz i am not feeling like i wanna go there and basically i am feeling so much rage and hate and love and all that contradicting kind of feelings that i wanna puke so...am i going nuts, hell yeah i am.

*So do you think that we could work out a sign, so I'll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try...*