Yes people and fellow students or wanna be students or whatever you are.

The university time starts officially today and i could not care less. Not because of the university itself or because of exams. No that is not my concern. My concern are the people man!!! Those wannabe rich guys and snobs that act like they have acomplished something. Open your eyes it is Austria and even worse you are studying in Klagenfurt. No one gives a shit if you are rich or not...buhuuuuu mum and dad pay all your bills and you manage to study on the side, oh yeah great stuff that you do.

So now that i vented that off it is time to focus again and say welcome to the new semester, welcome to more uni fun but by no means welcome to those fools that think they are something while they actually are small brained wanna be students with an ego that has to be 300 times as larg as their minimal brains.

Cheerio to the semestero...

I am sick...that sucks, big time...

I am sorry guys, all of you that I was supposed to call, meet or hang out with but i am more or less just hanging around at home hoping and wishing that i am getting better soon. I got some kind of flu i guess and i am hoping that it will be over soon...

you all take care n if you get some time drope me a line or give me a call...

So if anyone talks to me in the next days and nothing good comes out of my mouth do not worry it is just the constant Red House Painters (+ of course all other Mark Kozelek related records like Sun Kil Moon or solo stuff...) listening finally getting inside my head and making me crazy...

it will go away someday i guess...but no fixed date...just the fucked up music of the moment that suits my life best right now.

And as I try to pull away,
my words begin to decay,
and I realize I am more sore,
than I have ever been before

the lines I said they fade
and sealed so is my fate
my only pleasure lies within
within the words I am keeping in

my sorrow may be to fast
but how do you father expect me to rest
with so much to think about and so less to say
please give me time and stay...

*dedicated to my father...*

A quick reminder people...getting old can be useful too. Getting old = having your own stuff.

Example A:

I wanna order some shit over the internet, who i have to run to? Right, Daddy Daddy please can i use your credit card becaus i do not fucking have one...no fixed income, no credit card


Example B:

My car breaks down. What can i do if the sum that i have to pay is larg and i do not wanna have my bank account in too much dept...right here we go again Daddy Daddy...fuck

I could go on and on but i just had to get some steam off...

arg dependence is a bitch...a giant bitch by the way!!!

Two roads split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am,
and who I want to be.

I wanted to be the breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far... seems far from here.

Note to self:
I miss you terribly.
This is what
we call a tragedy.
Come back to me,
back to me,
To me.

I can feel my mind,
wandering again.
Into what I dont know,
and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving,
faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need to break the routine.

Two roads...
Split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am,
and who I want to...

Which part of me is lost?
I feel so close,
and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost?
I feel so close,
and yet I am so far...

So the quick story says never say never...

this applies to me being a vegetarian too. I never thought i would actually someday become one and it is kind of harsh to say that i already am one because the last time i ate some chicken was last Tuesday...but sincd then no more dead animals for me...

I mean it could have been that i was on vacation with two vegetarians which made it very easy to not have any meat and then sooner than i thought almost a week is over and i have not eaten any meat...still which made me reconsider my eating habits and go for it and try to be a vegetarian...i mean you can quit anyday so why not try...and the advantage is also that i am forced to eat lots of fruits and vegetables to make up for the rest...

so i am trying to be a vegetarian now...which has been so far a pretty good feeling.

*Michi no false or back stabbing comments please, i know you love your vegetarian way but i am just trying to be one on my own so just let me do so, ok?

Preview 3 songs from Willie Nelson's "Songbird." Songbird was produced by Ryan Adams and Willie is backed by Ryan and the Cardinals on each of the album's 12 tracks.

The preview tracks are:

Songbird

Blue Hotel (written by Ryan Adams) (This is an members only exclusive, you will need to sign in to listen)

Rainy Day Blues (This is an members only exclusive, you will need to sign in to listen)

Songbird will be in stores October 31st

Holiday smiles all over the place...Cheers to 4 days of fun!


*There used to be a much cooler pic of all three of us, Sonja, Michi and me but I took it offline
due to a request by Michi*

So could you tell me, why we are all leaving,

cuz I don't know why we have to go,

and could you explain to me, why we are leaving

cuz I don't know, I don't know and I don't wanna go...