i'll dig a hole in my room
from birmingham and back again for you
i tried all i could to be true
but must admit i wasnt really listening to you
i folded my hands to a bird
the shadows made you laugh, they made you sunburned
do you think we can rotate our turns
i think you got a good thing going
i think its gonna be alright sometime, i swear

i tried all i could to believe
in something living in the chiminey
you laughed i was praising you see
with both my arms lifted i was choking.

do you really like being alone?
do you really like being alone?
la de la de la
i played my guitar in my room
... ....
im writing the things that will eat
your fingers and your legs alphabeticly
so i did what i could to be true
i must admit that nobody was really listening to you
so lets fly this plane over the moon
hopefully i'll bring it back really soon

do you really like being alone?
of course you dont
do you really like being alone?
do you really like being alone?
when if you went back home
and got an actual job
and kissed your wife and two daughters
like i wish i could
and we would all be free
you think then we'd all be free
the lights they were bright on my skin
trying to figure out just what she means enternal sin (?)
so i ask for forgiveness again
dont know if i've got it but my fingers are crossing

cuz i dont really like being alone
of course i dont
no i dont really like being alone
well i dont really like being alone
so i think i might just go back home
and get an actual job
and stop selling my soul
into the devil, he buys so much merch from us.
and then we'd all be free
you think that we would all be free.

cuz i dont really like being alone
i dont really like being alone
i think i might just go back home
get an actual job
and tell my both redneck neighbors to bring their dogs inside
then i'd get some sleep
i'd like to think that we would all finally sleep.

(by Manchester Orchestra)

That's what I got for a 120 € ticket...one of my favourite pair of sneakers looks like...well like someone took a shit on them...thaaankkkk ya very much Germany!

Review coming soon...

I am a lazy ass...so go figure...

Isn't it funny how you never know what you really have until it is taken from you? I used to think that this was normal for everything you lose or everything that gets taken away.

I now know that the worst pain there is is not the one we feel when something is taken away, no, it is the pain that we feel when we want to keep something so bad but know that the reality is that we have to let it go.

Sometimes when we love something too much the only way to find peace with yourself is to let it go. Let it go for good, not for sometime but forever...

We shall:

Read More
Write More
Tell More
Save More
Sing More
Make Love More
Be Kinder
Be Happier
Be Wilder

yes even Wilder than the wind.
this is my wind!

SoKo (born Stéphanie Sokolinski) is a French singer and actress. She was born in Bordeaux in France to a Polish family and has been called SoKo as far back as she can remember. She has appeared in several French movies, and got her start as a singer after she asked the director if she could sing on screen.

In 2007 and 2008 “I’ll kill her” became a hit song in a number of countries, including Denmark, Austria and Belgium.

At this moment SoKo isn’t signed by a (major) record label. She says; “I don’t want to sign now because I think it’s really rushed.” At several festivals she mentioned an album might be released in autumn 2008.

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you...

Strange days are upon us...

I fought it for a long time, the brain crushing thoughts, the never ending unhappiness and everything that comes with it but every fight has an end and i guess what you are left with then is probably a result, in my case...nothing....

It kinda seems obvious that someones body feels old at times after your reach the mark, i guess. Still as of late my body feels more like a train wreck than anything else and it just wonders me cuz i used to beat the shit out of my body, literally and i just did not feel the effects.

Nowadays i just, u know, carry a small piece of furniture up to my appartment and i feel the pain in my spine. So am i getting old or am i imagining that i am getting old or is it because of a lack of work out?

I am working on working out, 5 times a week since this week...let's see if i turn into a bad mofo or if working out actually is the bad mofo.

high five to me!