If anyone reads this...I am sorry for anything bad I ever did, really but you know fuck life.

This is the point where I can not take it anymore, my father was taken to hospital again this morning and it seems worse than ever before, I am sick of it, I am sick of it, I am sick of all the shit...

This basically means my mum came by equipped with cleaning stuff, gloves and all that and we started to clean my appartment...

so far so good but you do not know my mum. About an hour into the process she started to get all worked up and called me pig, fool, and lazy bastard among others that I am not gonna say here.

Well she kind of was right cuz I could take care of my place much more, I mean after all it is an awesome place and all i gotta do is keep it clean.



Now I am feeling half dead cuz of all of the cleaning, only good thing is my appartment is so damn clean you could eat of the floor but I am sure that won't last long...

So the bottom line is never ever ever ever let you parents into your own appartment unless they are your daddy and do not carry an broom ;-)

The video for the warm up single "Military Of The Heart" by Naked Lunch can be seen here and all I gotta say bout that is duh, what and erm.

Das Video zur Vorbotensingle "Military Of The Heart" von Naked Lunch kann man hier sehen...erm ähh und tja is alles was ich dazu sagen kann.

So there goes basically a rant, or better a statement or even worse a conlusion:

All or most you people make me sick and you, you are reading this right now then there is a 90% chance that i mean you too.

To get further on the subject if you are someone
that thinks you are too good to have normal conversations,
you think life can exist without doing work that you do not want to do but have to,
you think your are so great and can only talk about important stuff like politics or the poor,
you know everything better and although you know you are wrong you still insist on being right
(although you know you messed up and are definitly wrong)
you think studying business makes you someone
you think real greatness is being yourself
you want to be different but you are to afraid of what others might think
you act like a friend while you actually do not give a shit bout how I feel
(and you do not care bout my feelings cuz all that matters is someone else - you)

So if you still feel that you are not one of the above mentioned congrats, expect a call from me within the next days or talk to me if you meet me...

I am color...blind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am
taffy stuck, tongue tied
Stuttered shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding
I am
colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am.... fine
I am fine

The song of the week is "Bankrupt on selling" by Modest Mouse, cuz you know the starting obsession with them and the words of the song just seem to fit on me right now.
(Dedicated to all business students...keep on studying how to be a corporate asshole!)

Bankrupt on selling

well all the apostles-they're sitting in swings

saying "i'd sell off my savior for a set of new rings

and some sandles with the style of straps that cling best to the
era"

so all of the businessers in their unlimited

hell where they buy and they sell and they sell all their

trash to each other but they're sick of it all

and they're bankrupt on selling

and all of the angels

they'd sell off yer soul for a set of new wings and anything
gold

they remember

the people they loved their old friends

and i've seen through'em all seen through'em all and seen
through most everything

all the people you knew were the actors

all the people you knew were the actors

well, i'll go to college and i'll learn some big words

and i'll talk real loud

goddamn right i'll be heard

you'll remember all the guys that said all those big words he
must've

learned in college

and it took a long time

i came clean with myself

i come clean out of love with my lover

i still love her

loved her more when she used to be sober and i was kind

That is right you people,

the beloved Tides of Sin Discussion board is back. After almost 2 1/2 years of dead time Frank and Phr0st have decided to bring the site back to life and what a bang it was.

Everyone who reads this and has not signed up yet from the old gang do so or even if you just read this and also like the movie go ahead n sing up, it is a weired place, scattered with freaks everywhere...but nice freaks




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06.12. Cafe Carina, Wien
07.12. Cafe Viktor, Augsburg
08.12. Weekenderclub, Innsbruck (mit DJ Freeman)
09.12. Riverhouse, Fieberbrunn
10.12. Lendhafencafe, Klagenfurt
11.12. Lendhafencafe, Klagenfurt
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